akhirnya.....

im confius again...so many confusing things in my life...my mind cant handle it anymore..like a piece of paper with a lot of pattern, lines, pictures and others uncertain discription...i dont know either im going to be like this for my damn whole life....i just cant...im sick of it...!!!! is there anything i can do to replace the confusion with reality...???? and now im talking like someone with hallucination and delusion problem...yeah right...