love or responsibility....

Baru-baru ni ak ad tgk st drama..1st time ak tgk cite ni ak agk sk gak r ngan jln cite dye...but wat a story...ending dye sgt piss me off...mayb ak agak emotional memandangkan 2 hanye cerita tp ak rase it 2 mean 4 her 2 b treat like that...cam dye don't deserve that man....she could choose someone better thn him if she want to...tp dye ttp pilih laki 2...n laki 2 plh pompuan lain yg dye rase dye ptt pilih...sdgkn pompuan 2 sacrifice evrythng for him...what a f***!!!!tp at the same time he can tell the girl that he really love her very much but he cannot marry her...bcoz of his past mistake...cam bodoh jerk sbb dye rela tbs kesalahan dye but dye hurting his beloved one feeling...i wonder adkah perasaan laki 2 serapuh or sesenang 2 blh berubah2...but 4 him 2 adlah 1 pengorbanan....i can't accept that....n pompuan 2 still waiting 4 him walaupn dye taw that man will never choose her...kinda stupid but bl da syng kat seseorg kt akn wat perkare yg kt sndiri xsngka kt akn wat...walaupn stpd thing...tp setelah dye tggu laki 2 selame b'thn2 n hmpr mengahwini that man but at d end she got dump!!!!! n that stpd 'hero' married another girl n live happily ever after...tp dye could't move on with her life...she becomes a scientist n isolated herself from the world n her family...poor her...walaupn dye ckp yg dye selesa hdp begitu....wat a liar...tp xkn nk gtaw st dunia yg dye still xley lpkn that man....walaupn that man da lpkn dye...n ak t'tanye2 adakah laki 2 penah really2 love her b4???? n adkah bgt sng bg that man lupekan org yg dye syg demi untk tunaikn tggjwb...n not affected his life a bit pn....hate that...bg my friends dye ckp mmg ptt pn laki 2 kawin ngan pompuan y dye prl b'tggjwb 2...sbb dye da sshkn pompuan 2...tp ak rs dye x perlu kawen ngan pompuan 2 tp dye still boley b'tggjwb...thats my opinion jerk...sbb ak rs dye pn perlu b'tggjwb pd perasaan pompuan yg byk b'korban untk dye n pompuan that he claims his lover....!!!!!!

frustated....

berlari aku pergi,
mengejar pelangi diri,
semakin jauh aku jejaki,
semakin jauh dirimu pergi,
bingung aku bingung meratapi ia pergi........
what the hell i'm thinking of right now.....

exam...exam...da nk mati ak rase...

first paper neuroscience....xckp ngan 2 paper medical condition gap sehari jerk...owh...i'm so stress...i feel like batting with d notes...dala 2 ak pn da xphm ape yg ak bc...pimples pn pe lg tmbh ngan riaknye....perubahan hormone...mayb...but skunk ni ak mmg stress...stresss!!!!!! nk exam jerk semua owank jd weirdo...tp yg plng ak bnci start stadi jerk ngantok...mate beratnye tuhan jerk yg taw...tp law wat bnda lain x ngantok lak...ak sndri pn xtaw bl ak nk brubah jd more n more rjn cam member2 ak.....tggl lg 3 ari jerk nk exam....tp cam byk lg ak xtaw....akak ak merangkap pakar motivasi ak berabes kred msj n kol ak 2 make sure ak stadi.....poor her...but love her so much....nota neuroscience nga tggu ak kat sblh...so gotta go....