crying...

i feel sooooo mad right now...i do know why....i just cant control my anger...i feel like everyone is doing wrong to me....what the fuck is wrong with me!!!!! i am behaving like stupid shit!!!!damn it....i hate this motherfucking plight!!!! i kept throwing my stuff..i really have a bad temper...ooooohhh goshhhh!!!!!!!!

Need more effort...

whootwhoot...my plan turn out right!!!!...i feel like winning hundred thousand lottery..hahahaha...but i need 2 keep it up...think about ZA..hehehe..one of the most effective way i thnik...for me..of coz...wink2...just need to knock down extra 5kilos to achieve my goal..such a tough mission for me...eerrrrrrghhhh...i know i can do it...keep do it...and of coz with extra exercise..

akhirnya.....

im confius again...so many confusing things in my life...my mind cant handle it anymore..like a piece of paper with a lot of pattern, lines, pictures and others uncertain discription...i dont know either im going to be like this for my damn whole life....i just cant...im sick of it...!!!! is there anything i can do to replace the confusion with reality...???? and now im talking like someone with hallucination and delusion problem...yeah right...

salah bantal kot...

da lame kot ak x tulis ape2 kat blog ak ni...today ak x g class...for the 1st time untk sem ni...bl ak bgn pg td...my neck is soo hurt...xley nk move..rase cam muscle2 semua shorten...nk nangis pn ad gak..salah bantal said my roomate..huhuhu...now da ok ckit..ak massage ckit.. but still xley nk wat full flexion..tp ok la dr td..cam robot jer..then hilda message ckp class en.halil batal..tnx god...hilda gtaw ak petua zuzu soh beat the pillow...jahat sangat..tnx hil n zu..zati pn kol ak gak nk tanye da ok ke x.wat malu jer sakit leher sbb salah bantal..sesape yg dengar mesti terguling2 ketawa..hehehe.. but anyway tnx 2 sesape yg msj n kol untk tanye khabar ak...peace...