malasnye ak nk stady....

ak mls gile nk stady...xtaw da bape kali ak ckp...i hate this feeling...exam lg sehari...najis tol...ak terkapai2 xde arah tuju...terbuai mengikut arus hatiiii...wut happen 2 me???ak cam xtaw ape yg ak blaja n ape yg ptt ak wat...ak cam leka ngan bnd2 remeh yg merosakkn minda dan memesongkan jiwa ak....wut the hell im talking about...wtf....byk perkara mengacau bilaukan perasaan dan kewarasan ak skunk ni....wtf lg....

ak xpasti...

ni lg st masalah ak...ak xskla bl ad owank ckp sk kat ak...st tekanan bg ak...tmbh2 ak da berbuih mulut ckp ak xsk dye...ak xley trime dye...najisla...dye ttp msj ak n ckp dye akn lebey berusaha....ak xsk.....ak xsklaaaa...damn...xreti bahasa tolla...tp law nk kwn 2 ak gembirala...bertambah kwn ak...susah betol idup ni...dhla 2 semua owank asyk tanye ak asl xde bf...xmati pn....ak epi jer...emmmmm....tension ak...berbalik pd mamat ni dye dhla sk msj...everythng nk tnye...i hate that,,,law ak nk cr bf pn ak nk yg can let me do my own stuff...n xganggu idup ak ngan msj2 "caringla"kononnyer...daaaa....i hate that sort of thing...menyusahkan...camla ak xde benda lain nk wat selain bls msj ko jer...but kate member ak sbb ak xpenah bercinta so i can say like that...hopefully ak xjd cam2 bl ak dah kapel t...bllaaaaa 2...hahahah

susah nk bernafas...

dah lame ak xtls blog ni.....eeemmm arini rase nk tls lak...ak xtaw r nape kblkgn ni ak rase sesak nafas bl ngan dye...ak cam xreti nk bergaul ngan dye...susah ek...cam owank asing jer...silence is d best way...ak amek jln 2...but....xkan selamenye...ak pn xtaw nape ngan dye...ade ak wat dye terase ke??? ntahla...4 me law ad ape2 xpuas ati better face me n just told me ape yg xkena or berkenan d ati...