met my old buddies...

lega gile exam da abes...tp yg horrornye nk tggu resultnye lak...cam nk melompat kuar jntng ak...tp yg buatkn ak hepi gile babi arini sbb dpt jmp ngan besfren ak time kat arau dl...msg2 da lame xjmpe so byk gile bnd nk cite...smpi mase pn ak rase berlalu ngan terlampau pantas...rase cam kejap jerk dpt jmp...pdhl dr pg bwk ke mlm...2 pn ad lg bnd yg xabes nk cite... arini ktowank abeskan mase amek gamba, lepak kat sushi king,mc d and shoping...abeskan duit pama....dr ts ke pavilion n then ke sg wang...ak windu gile ngan dyeowank,at last trubat gakla arini...tringt lak zaman blaja kat arau dl...law da bosan tahap gaban 2 plng koman pn ktowank lepak kat kangar...law x ujung mggu jerk kuar g alor star...release tension...kononnyela...but now...ak kat pj, fzah kat arau n ester kat kuantan...msg2 ad arah tuju msg2...jrg2 sekali br dpt jmp...but we still bff... sekali sekala dpt jmp cam arini perasaan 2 hepi giler cam nk freeze jerk mase biar benti...hope ak ade pluang lg nk spend time with both of them next time....

my biggest crush....

somtimes ak still ingt lg kat dye...bg ak dye adlh ''mr lee shin'' ak...cam prince with white horse aklah...a little bit freak, smart, pendiam ,but he is a good listener... dye mmg type yg ak sk...walaupn dye bknlah chinese look...but i really2 likes him...ak kenal dye hmpr 3thn...but now ak lost contact ngan dye...so sad...n i still hope that one day ak blh b'hbng balik ngan dye as a friend...he always there for me when i need him...dye selalu bg ak kt2 semgt tok ak hadapi setiap masalah n not just avoid the problem.. ''bknnye kena terjun gunung or g mati pn,u just face it''ayat 2 dye selalu ckp ngan ak bl ak rase masalah yg ak hadapi 2 trlmpau berat or ak da nk give up..hmpr setiap mlm ak ley msj ngan dye smpi ke pg..ak sndri pn xtaw camne ak ley msj ngan seseorang tnp jemu smpi ke pg...tp dye sgt paham ak..sometimes he just wrote for me a poem...n ak da rase gembira yg amat...silly me...tp bg ak beberape rangkap words 2 menggambarkan berjuta2 perasaan n merungkai bermcm2 persoalan...it just give me ease n peace...ak sk perasaan 2...ak harap dye ley capai impian dye tok menjadi seorang penulis.. n ak ykn dye boley...dye gak lelaki pertame yg bckn sajak kegemaran ak.. william shakespear poetry...terkedu ak time 2...gembira pn ad gak...but one day he just send me a msg n said move on with your life n hve no worries 4 that the world revovles around u...n he just a lost cause...time 2 ak mmg x terkate but now i just want to find my new 'wang zi.'..n of coz move on with my beautiful life...but i still hoping that dye happy where ever he is...