giler betol.....

dah berkurun rasenyer ak xconteng kat page ni.....boley lak ak luper password...damn i feel like an old lady...kebelakangan ni ak byk berfikir...bout my study,life, love, friends n me...totally me....ak rase cam ak hanyut dalam dunia yg bukan milik aku...merayau mencari makna dan ak try sedaya upaya tok paham what should i do and dont...aku konpius giler...aku rase cam mata ak diikat ngan kain itam n thn somebody put me in a differ world but ak kena find my way out from that world....with closed eyes...sesak nafas...that what i feel now....hopeless...uselesss...i think that is me.....i need 2 wake up....